What I can sleep ... 2010-12-2

 Tired back to my nest ... the habit of opening the computer ... but today I really do not know what to do ... a little daze ... the hearts of half the world has collapsed ... again This continues it will crash ... I've been under a lot of things ... my dad may soon leave me ... the cancer has spread to the stomach ... that time may be only remember when I was young He would throw me high in the air ... I remember his face with a beard tie ... remember him because I ran a fever the night holding me all the way to the hospital ... remember whether the second will be in the wind and rain The school gate waiting for me after school ... I remember growing up he always earnestly taught me a very short life doing things ... but the memory will allow me to tears in his eyes ... the joy of childhood ... in short I am ten Years of age because their parents divorced when I hated him ... I left the warmth of the family ... old to live alone ... each day, weekly and monthly to the unexamined life is lost among seventeen ... Too many memories of their parents ... until I came back from the army ... I grow up ... I only now discovered that in fact I can not to hate him ... I still love him ... because he is my Exist in the world ... the only reason my father after work and have some language problem though ... but that is already very happy with things ... although some felt strange ... but I Know that one day I want to say a word to him ... I love you and thank your father ... can not be changed no matter how kind you are my father ... we might be short-lived happiness together . What .. the pain ... I was hurt very quickly usher in ... because they do not know when to have to leave ... I wish I could right time ... and now stagnation ... the past Ye Hao Ye Hao ... There is always the future ... .... I love your father ... to his wanton tears fly ...